The Bear behind the Hinksch

You all know Bear Hinksch, the guy from instagram. I know him as well, and very well, and I can be him sometimes. Both online and in person. But he is not everything about me, he is only one of my sides. He is one of my alter egos, one persona I created to express things about myself.
I am now creating this blog to express other things about myself. There are many other things about myself to be expressed. Things that are not necessarily Bear Hinksch. But things that are here, nevertheless.
This will be a path into my mind and my heart. I will always be very open and honest about everything, and sometimes this will be expressed in raw emotions. It might not always be pleasant, but it will be genuine. Equally, the things expressed here are not facts and they might not be the entire truth. They are simply how I feel.
Proceed on your own discretion. Hope you enjoy the journey!

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